永不放手

很多东西其实很早就应该改~

但，不跌过，不经历过那里知道痛~

很多东西不由我掌控~我也无法改变事实~

但，我知道在你没有难成的事~

我知道我自己很没用~

但，耶稣我依然相信你可以改变我~也唯有你~

我知道我很任性，很不听话~

我就像那小儿子将，出去闯了，才知道我是错的~

可能很多时候知道是错，但还是不听，不停的走向错的路~

但，还是逃不过你~总有一天还是会乖乖的低着头走回来~

我知道都是你的安排~感谢你让我经历的一却~

我回来了~虽然带着一身的伤，但绝对值得~

有一天可能我又忘记了那伤痛，又走回头~

耶稣，记得不要放手~你要等我回来~

我爱你，因为你先爱我~

14 July

Today i Accidently saw something ..
i'm so sorry , i really sick of it ..
Lord , why always let me know something tat i dont hope to know ..
Damn hate man ..
i know You very love me Lord ..
i will put down ..
i will let go ..
i will accept ..
i will come back soon ..
Pls dont give up anyone , Lord..

sorry ~ again and again

搞什么？ 我真的不懂 ..
现在的心情很乱很沉重 ..

我还可以熬下去吗 ？
这次不是因为累而要放弃~
而是...最基本的“顺服和受教”我都做不到~

对不起又再让你失望~
对不起，我胜不果灵里面的惧怕~
对不起，你要求我做的每一件事没有一样我是办到的~
不要再对我又盼望，因为我不想再让你失望~
感谢神把你放进我的生命带领我教导我~
能够当你的门徒是我的荣幸~
你真的是一位很好的领袖~
虽然你所教我的我都没有行出来，但我会记得你的教训~
无论接下来我是否还能被你门训~
只想告诉你，我不会离开神~

Tagged

1. The person who tagged you is: DEar San

2. Your relationship with him/her is:Viva Family & Ex heart 6 member

3. Your first impression of him/her is:Waa leng lui

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is: pass year,after go camp (ipoh) go PD

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: ok , can (although dis answer very
simple but very meaningful for me,she help me and never ask reason)

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will..treasure

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that: No need improve anything,bec wont happen

8.If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do: wont happen , and bible say must 4give and 4get hahaha

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: =="

10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is: faster get car,bring her out..cox she borrow me car and fetch me always

11. Your overall impression on him/her is: nice girl

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself: nothing

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself: everything

14. The most ideal person you want to be is: Can easy to put down everything tat i like,put God's first

15. For people who care and love you, say something to them: Thanks,will not forget you

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1.Bee
2.San
3.Sylvia
4.Hui Shin
5.Kar yan
6.Tian
7.Queen Bunny
8.Donut wen
9.Pei Jing
10.Ashley

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?dont know o,need to ask her .

18. Is 9 a male or a female?Female

19. What is 2 studying at the moment?No

20. Who was the last person you had a chat with? san in msg

21. What kind of music does 8 like?not sure,but she told me she like listen church song before she sleep

22. Does 1 have any siblings?....

23. Is 4 single?Ya ..want to know available or not?? haha go and ask her

24. What is the surname of 5?kar yan,angeline,xiao ai

25. What's the hobby of 5?Ban leng , eat nice food ..

26. Do 7 and 9 get along well?dont know each other pun

27. Where is 10 studying at?Life college

28. Say something casual about your eyes: no idea

29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?ERRRRR~~~~~~~

30. Where does 9 live?Kepong i think

31. What colour does 4 like?Dark colour

32. Are 5 and 1 good friends? / Do they know each other?very good friends.. so what do u think ?? all are in a happy family

33. Does 2 like 7?they dont know each other

34. How did you get to know 8?FGA CYC..Heart 20

35. Does 1 have any pets?not sure , i dont think so

36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?hahahaha..if she hope to be i think it will be

37. Are you sexy?no need to ask all also know the answer haha,but like to see sexy baby

38. What am I doing now?working ..




~END~

<3

I Love you

I really love you much

I dont care what things going on

I dont care how you treat me

Just to you let you know

my love will never end

Forever in my heart

手印

不紧张是是代表不在乎了？
逼着自己不在乎是是代表更在乎？
逼着自己忘记，
逼着自己不想，
逼着自己去学习放手，
是是代表已经在乎得无药可救？

那，有一天真的做到了~放下了 ~
又会是怎样？是个很好的结局吗？
我只知道心里面留下了很多深刻的手印~
人给的伤害和自己因为环境的逼迫做的决定~
都深深的走进我心里面留了个到此一游的手印~


但，远远都比不上耶稣的手印~
当心肠开了~让耶稣进来~
他温暖的手握着你的心，不让任何人进来~
心里也剩一双的手印~就唯有他

Forever

两年前

我的生命是活在黑暗,是死的..

没有前途 , 没有方向

原来耶稣早就发现了我

把他的仆人放在我的边,无时无刻向我传福音

因为他的坚持, 因为他的勇敢

因为他的容忍,因为他的爱

因为他的不放弃

心很钢硬的我 , 被他感动了

在某个camp我认识了耶稣，在某个聚会我接受了他

我身命的转折点就在那刻开始

有双手从火亨里面拉了我上来

有道光照亮我走出那黑暗的道路

我看见了光 ， 我看见了盼望

主啊 ，我感谢你透过她把我带来教会

认识了你，也认识了一班火热爱你的团队

我知道在你传福音给我的过程

受过很多的逼迫，很多的拒绝，很多的伤害

对不起，我的野蛮，

我的固执,我的钢硬，

我的脾气，我的性格

伤透了你 ， 对不起

我放手了

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love you in Christ

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Freindship4ever

Forever Buddy