手印

不紧张是是代表不在乎了？
逼着自己不在乎是是代表更在乎？
逼着自己忘记，
逼着自己不想，
逼着自己去学习放手，
是是代表已经在乎得无药可救？

那，有一天真的做到了~放下了 ~
又会是怎样？是个很好的结局吗？
我只知道心里面留下了很多深刻的手印~
人给的伤害和自己因为环境的逼迫做的决定~
都深深的走进我心里面留了个到此一游的手印~


但，远远都比不上耶稣的手印~
当心肠开了~让耶稣进来~
他温暖的手握着你的心，不让任何人进来~
心里也剩一双的手印~就唯有他

Forever

两年前

我的生命是活在黑暗,是死的..

没有前途 , 没有方向

原来耶稣早就发现了我

把他的仆人放在我的边,无时无刻向我传福音

因为他的坚持, 因为他的勇敢

因为他的容忍,因为他的爱

因为他的不放弃

心很钢硬的我 , 被他感动了

在某个camp我认识了耶稣，在某个聚会我接受了他

我身命的转折点就在那刻开始

有双手从火亨里面拉了我上来

有道光照亮我走出那黑暗的道路

我看见了光 ， 我看见了盼望

主啊 ，我感谢你透过她把我带来教会

认识了你，也认识了一班火热爱你的团队

我知道在你传福音给我的过程

受过很多的逼迫，很多的拒绝，很多的伤害

对不起，我的野蛮，

我的固执,我的钢硬，

我的脾气，我的性格

伤透了你 ， 对不起

我放手了

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love you in Christ

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Freindship4ever

Forever Buddy

game over

didnt want to make a choice actually is also a choice

很多时候我们都必须要做选择~
而我最讨厌就是做选择~
因为我不想后悔，因为我不想失去~
原来不做选择也算是个选择~

finally i make a choice
the games is going to over

...

My heart is broken .
The pain is deep into my heart .
until i can't write out my feeling

no one will understand
no one will care
no one will help

say bye-everythings

where is my fire??

choice ?

yesterday i do need someone talk to me..
cause i really can't stand de..very suffer..
when i need you that time where are you?
i know i'm not a good leader..
i know i'm like a child,not mature at all..
why still want to choose me?
finally i tell him i want to give up de..

"everyone can make a choice of their own.
Do you know if didnt want to make a choice
actually is also a choice.You can reject that if
you choose another way not to return back"

this is a very big challenge for me..
in fact i've never step out before..
funny rite?..
my phone ring,calling from heaven,
surely i answer the call,but half way line cut de..
because the phone got problem..



*thank you for listen to me yesterday..Appreciated it..

cant accept = hurt

Today is april fools. even though i have fooled many people.
but i am not happy at all

actually this things always happen..
normaly i really nothing ..
dont know why this time i lost control..
and this is the first time i scold you suck..
ya,it's small case,but the hurt is deep into my heart..
have been long time never so angry already..
pk ah pk..you're the most stupid person ever in the world.
i want to be an angel's to care,protect,help my friends..
Am i wrong?...............i think so..
humans only think about those bad things that u have did to them.
how about those good things???
learn to let go ,this lesson i always fail..
why i never did wrong at the end im the one say sorry..
yea,because of God's..
forgive and forget - use your heart to love everyone like HE love us..
really can forget?..im trying..
Forgive me Lord..