崩溃

cyc2j 已经成立了一个多月~
主长很棒,组员们也很棒~
应该唯有我是最烂那个~
对不起,我不够爱这小组~
还没全心全意的投入和侍奉这小组~
现在4个小组一起配搭~
上星期是分组以来第一次搞outing~
他们每个都做得很棒~
我觉得自己很多余~很烂~
没帮上什么~
什么都不会~什么都怕~
我觉得自己在那边很奇怪~
但我会学习~
真的很烦~很多问题冲着我来~
怎么办? 就来崩溃了~
我很需要你~耶稣~
抓紧我~真的很担心熬不下去~

Treasure

What is going on now?really have no idea..
I though after everything have settle,
we will go together and move on to the other level of our life,
but why now i felt that we have boundaries between us?
Maybe you dont like the way , the things , the style i do for you .
I know i use the wrong way .
I think I'm not the one that suppose to gone through with you.
During the duration of your silent mood,
I'm always beside you to support and cheer you up.
Waiting you back and I've chosen you to be my spiritual partner
I maybe cant help you , but you must remember no matter wat happen,
you just look back , you will definitely see me there ..CHEER UP !


The time we use to be together..
The time we use to hang out together..
The time we like cant live without each other..
I cant found you anymore .
I will accept the fact, everything already passed ..
Sorry tat i doubt our friendship ...
Everything seem like going to ending ..
But i belive all is a new starting ..
I start to Treasure everythings i have ,
every moment ,
every minutes ,
everyone ,
that i have gone through ..


Dear Lord , i choose the way tat u plan to me and want me to walk ..
i know is hard .. really hard .. not easy ..
But i will Treasure wat YOU have done to me ..
i will put down wat u want me to put down ..
i will learn wat u want me to learn ..
strenghten me Pls ..
PooiKee only trust in YOU .. i love YOU ..

silent down

最近在我生命里面发生了很多东西~
几乎没的选择~
现在的我很不想讲话，很想安静下来~
但，内心里不断在呼喊着~
我很希望能坚持下去~

一个温暖的拥抱~
一个支持的拥抱~
一个安静的拥抱~
thank you ..